I am standing here waiting for the tube. Frustrated. I mean really frustrated, the kind of frustrated that doesn't leave you, the kind that envelopes your mind and lingers - and stays with you the whole evening.
Basically that's because I left work without finishing something - I can't standing not finishing something,least when it's not at a point I can easily remember to continue from. I don't know what's worse not eating or not finishing - I do, not finishing.
Actually, it's this very attitude that stresses me out - I never finish, I just keep adding, changing, improving and well, on a timescale - time is not so patient with me. I love it though - the continual battle to carry on and that of stopping. Truth is, nothing engages me more than making more work for myself, probably not a trait of a businessman more that of a engineer. probably that's why I m an engineer, hey?
Feeling much better now that I've written it down - popped my things I still need to do into my todo list on my phone and scheduled a calendar invite(appointment) for myself for tomorrow - alarmed and ready to carry on where I left off today. hmm feeling much - it's taking it out of your mind's task list and putting it elsewhere I find what really works...
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